Friday, June 25, 2010

Has it really bee a year?

Today I'd like to have a special post that means a lot to some but most people today June 25 is a very sad day.
Michael Joseph Jackson passed on this very day one year ago.
He was the King of Pop*& that will never change.
One thing really pissed me off was when he died people who hated him; loved him.
Like really?
It just really pissed me off because I really didn't get that.
But anyway. . .
Here's pictures and quotes of this amazing man.♥


Amazing. . .


He's like I make these zombies look sexy.(:

I love this song.♥

This is it.♥

I was truely supppose to go to Europe and see this with my cousin; she was going over there*& she asked me to go.:/

Rock with you.♥

His amazing lean in the video Smooth criminal.♥

I have a tee shirt like this.♥

How could he love so many people that hated him?
That proves he was an amazing person.

Amazing. . .


Days of the Jackson 5.

Days of the Jackson 5.

Michael Joseph Jackson.

Excatly what he did.

Michael Joseph Jackson.

Passion*& love for what he did.

This show how much passion he had for what he did.

This is a picture taken while he was porforming Smooth criminal.

I absoutly love this picture.

Thursday, June 24, 2010

Can I have your heart?

Let me be the one who calls you baby
All the time
Surely you can take some comfort
Knowing that you're mine
Just hold me tight, lay by my side
and let me be the one who calls you
Baby all the time

I found my place in the world
Could stare at your face for the rest of
my days
Now I can breathe, turn my insides out
and Smother me
Warm and alive I'm all over you
would you smother me?

Let me be the one who never leaves
You all alone
I hold my breath and lose the feeling
That I'm on my own
Hold me too tight stay by my side
and let me be the one who calls you
Baby all the time

I found my place in the world
Could stare at your face for the rest of
my days
Now I can breathe, turn my insides out
and Smother me
Warm and alive I'm all over you
would you smother me?

When I'm alone time goes so slow
I need you here with me
and how my mistakes have made
Your heart break
Still I need you here with me
Baby I'm here
I didn't write this; *& I wont lie *&Say I did.
The Song is called Smother me by The Used.
*& I adore it.
So I posted it.
Listen to it, I pinky promise.

Tuesday, June 22, 2010

Run, don't walk the sky is falling.

I'm as free as a weed.
I say as I feel.
I go where the wind takes me.
I don't let my fear show.
But I'm scared of the world.
I want to be free fallen' of the world.
Fight whatever battles come my way.
Making me stronger.
Just let the wind sweep you off your feet*& carry you.

Can I put my poems in you?

It's poetry week.(:
So, I've decided to write some for you.
Write some of your own?
They don't have to rhyme, or anything like that.
Leave me comment poetry.(:
Love you!

Stop making plans*& start making sense.

You're running through my mind.
Leaving foot prints.
I can't make sense of what it is that I love about you.
You're just like a star in the night sky.
There are millions, but you're the brightest one outta the bunch dear.
I'd love to get lost with you.
Just run away, and not ever come back.
You're the direction in my life.
When I feel like I can't go on you tell me to go.
I love you.

You make me happy, weather you know it or not.

I can be myself when I'm around you.
No mask.
No hurt.
Just laughter*& smiles.
Your hugs are like a sweater on a cold winters night.
Your hands are gigantic compared to mine when our fingers are intertwined.
I love seeing your sweet face when I'm down.
I adore you voice when I need reassurance.
I love your touches that give me shivers down my spine.
I love your smell*even though sometimes, you smell like chicken because of your job*
But most of all I love you love*& passion that you have.
I don't have to worry about the way I look.
I don't have to worry about how I act.
You're my rock, you make me strong.
I love you.

Sunday, June 20, 2010

Freed wings.

I'm nothing but a girl, on a planet.
With a heart and soul that wants to be free.
I want to run free like a stallion*& fell the wind in my main.
Be free like a savage*& not give a care in the world.
But, I hold myself back.
Caring what people think of this odd behavior.
I don't want to become barbaric*& have that nature.
I just want to be set free*& fly like a gull.
I pull myself back.
I need to let go*& be free.

Friday, June 18, 2010


Thank you Abbs for the award.(:
Love you.
I give it to. . .
Breanne-Actually know her people-

Thursday, June 17, 2010

I'm forever you,faithfully.

First; sorry it's been awhile.
Second; I missed you all.
Third; I swear I'll catch up on blogs.(:
*& I missed Abbers! Hope you had a lovely time.(:
So tell me what you've been up too.
Me, just ball games, tanning, looking at summer nights, talking to Matt.
Ah, the Nuge.(:
So What's Up?

Thursday, June 10, 2010


Sorry i haven't posted in awhile.
Tomorrow's my birthday and a lot has happened.
So tell me how's your summer is going and you life.
I'm interested what my lovely blogger friends are up too.(:

Here's what al's happened to me. . .
Matt got back with Vanessa, but he said he loves me.
Confusing right?
Well anyway I said it's either you stay with someone you don't love or with someone you do, he hasn't done anything yet.
Vanessa is um very much of a bitch*so he says* who runs the relationship.
So i don't know.

But then I met a new guy Justin, who is like a 2010 version of Romeo.
He's a freaking dream come true.

Other then all that confusion my summer has been amazing.
I've been staying out late just to watch the stars and sit by the bonfire listing to the sweet silence, other then a few moos from a cow.(:
Gota love a farm.(:

Anyway talk to me.(:
Love you all!

Sunday, June 6, 2010

I'm only me when I'm with you.

I can be myself when I'm with you.
I don't have to worry about you judging me.
You make me happy.
You make me fall in love.
You make me feel beautiful.
I feel comfortable when I'm with you.
You take me to a new world every time I'm with you.
I love you Matthew Charles Nudgent.
This right here would be Matthew.
He means the world to me.
I don't know what my life would be like if he wasn't in it.
He's been there through so much.
I just wish I had the balls to tell him all this.
But, I'm sure he knows.

Friday, June 4, 2010

*& i thought things couldn't get better.

I just thought it would be nice to post some pictures today.(:

Hate to say it, but it's true.


This, is truely me.

I feel like this sometimes; but he gives me the courage to tell him.

For Justin♥


That's how I feel now.

So tell me, what do you want to do?

This is just lovely

Thursday, June 3, 2010


As of June 3, 2010 at 3:15 I'm an offical Freshman♥
Graduation was sad, I cried like a baboon.
I got flowers, kisses, hugs, tears, memories, and good ass laughs today.
Pictures soon!

Wednesday, June 2, 2010


Tomorrow is the last day of school.
*& I don't want it to end.
I know summer is amazing, but high school seems scary.
*& my ex's ex girl friend *& her friends want to sit one me.
So freshman year will suck.:/
I'm going to miss everything that happened; even all the bad things.
I'll miss everything.
It's going to be hard to walk across that stage tomorrow and not cry.
*& thank you all for the lovely comments.
You're all amazing.